my every day life

• Im updating my blog just to say how my progress is getting along From rosie1986 in my every day life (471 days old)

  Hey everyone i thought id better update my blog so here i am. I am feeling great ok so sometimes i will feel low im bound to but ive survived 5 weeks on my own without asking for help and so i am goi… more

• My therapist is leaving From rosie1986 in my every day life (520 days old)

  I went in feeling quite good to my session with my therapist today but the first thing she said to me was that she was leaving, i just sat there in silence for the whole hour after that not knowing wh… more

• From rosie1986 in my every day life (539 days old)

  Ive just read someones blog and their friend is dying of lung cancer and heres me wallowing in self pity getting nowhere. I should get over it and be positive as im pretty healthy unlike this poor per… more

• Ive had a really weird week From rosie1986 in my every day life (540 days old)

  Today i went to my therapist again as i havent being in nearly a month but i was desperate to talk to someone. In the last week ive cut myself twice, being suicidal and when i try and talk to anyone i… more

• ive had a busy day From rosie1986 in my every day life (602 days old)

  ok i got up this morning and was feeling ok about things and then i went to the doctors, though on the way there it was pouring it down with rain so i had a painc attack thats the weirdest time to hav… more

• i want to go but i cant From rosie1986 in my every day life (603 days old)

  This saturday someone i havent seen in 4 years has invited me to go to their 21st i dont remember someone asked me to go somewhere with them, i would love to go but i feel like i cant, i asked someone… more

• i know i need help and im getting it its just hard From rosie1986 in my every day life (612 days old)

  I know that i need help and that im doing the right thing by going its just really annoying when i dont know what to do when i feel so low and that im at home, i mean theyve given me all these numbers… more

• my appointment went ok From rosie1986 in my every day life (613 days old)

  well i made it through my session today it went ok really no problems, I just wish i could open up a bit more easier to her as i think that if i say something to her she may judge me. I think she find… more

• im getting some help today From rosie1986 in my every day life (614 days old)

  Ive got an appointment today with the specialists im going to see them as they dont have time this week to come out to my home and visit me, but after that i hope they will be able to come to my house… more

• i cant work From rosie1986 in my every day life (622 days old)

  I dont know if i can handle work. Everything i do goes wrong or if i open my mouth then i get into arguments with them. I may get my doctor to do a note to say that i cant work anymore just for a litt… more

• bad shift at work From rosie1986 in my every day life (622 days old)

  I had a bad shift tonight, i want to talk but the words never come out of my mouth. So i had to suffer in silence. Sometimes i feel the pressure rising up in me so i go in the stock room for a minute … more

• What my assistant boss did to me From rosie1986 in my every day life (622 days old)

  Paul the assistant boss, One thursday we were working together and at the end of the shift he dedcided to lock me in the bar and i couldnt get out for about 5 minutes he eventually let me out and i ha… more

• Ive been and done it From rosie1986 in my every day life (623 days old)

  I worry to much. I think everything went alright with the mental health team, hey well at least they didnt lock me up. I cant really remember what happened i know i told her abit about me and my life … more

• tomorrows the day that could change me forever From rosie1986 in my every day life (624 days old)

  So tomorrows the day that could change my life for the better i hope. Im absolutely petrified about going to see them, but then again i think that i worry about everything so its nothing unusual. Oh w… more

• my last counselling session From rosie1986 in my every day life (625 days old)

  My counsellor says that she cant help me anymore, ive only being going to her for 3 sessions but she says that i need more help then she can give me. I think the truth is she doesnt want to help me an… more

• my life is so boring From rosie1986 in my every day life (626 days old)

  My life is so boring all i do is work and do everyones shifts at work and sleep. I dont have a social life to be honest ive never gone out clubbing or done anything its not that i havent wanted to its… more

• I hate dogs From rosie1986 in my every day life (626 days old)

  Ive just come back from my walk and i met up with this dog it came running towards me so i just ran away from it, the owner then called its name and so it went back to its owner. Meanwhile i was havin… more

• ive got appointment From rosie1986 in my every day life (626 days old)

  Ive got an appointment on friday with the mental health people so hopefully they can help me as they are my last hope. I feel good in some ways that ive got an appointment but in other ways i feel so … more

• why do i cut myself From rosie1986 in my every day life (627 days old)

  Theres something about me that thinks that by cutting myself its going to help i know its not. I feel so stupid and quilty now. I always seem to do it on mondays. Ive had a good couple of good days an… more

• i dont want to be bisexual From rosie1986 in my every day life (627 days old)

  I guess ive always find life hard becuase i cant ever come to terms that im bisexual i think its wrong. I cant trust people now becuase when i told some firends a couple of years back they never treat… more

• being positive From rosie1986 in my every day life (630 days old)

  So one of them left work on friday night and for once i felt fine about her leaving. I know that i can always talk to her even though she is miles away. Ive had my best shift at work for months. I alw… more

• BEING BRITISH From rosie1986 in my every day life (634 days old)

  BEING BRITISH. Being British is about driving in a German car to an Irish pub for a Belgian beer, then travelling home, grabbing an Indian curry or a Turkish kebab on the way, to sit on Swedish fur… more

• my phobias From rosie1986 in my every day life (636 days old)

  Heres a list of all my fears that i can think of but there maybe a couple more. Some of these are really weird. Open spaces: Agrophobia Heights: Acrophobia Weakness: Asthenophobia Thunder and Lig… more

• life is getting harder From rosie1986 in my every day life (637 days old)

  Another person is leaving my work next week im just gutted about that im trying to get used to one person going and then another one goes its not fair. Ive tried saying to myself that they are only wo… more

• my life From rosie1986 in my every day life (639 days old)

  Ive got depression and have panic attacks. I dont have many friends all ive got is the people that i work with but i annoy them. I annoy them because i talk to them to much but they dont understand wh… more

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