Hi I just cut myself, sharp tweezers, cant understand why bt I feel better. Cut 3 times, Knee. belly and upper arm. I am lost. Too much to think about and am angry at everything. If I told anyone, they would think that I am mad. I'm not, just venting my anger. Soooooo angry at myself. I know it's not only me. I know how hard it is... Life. so for a more…
i also cut myself, its only when im depressed though, it destracts me from wats really going on in my life, and makes me focus on the pain im feeling from the cut, e-mail or txt me next time u think about it, ill try to help u.
Hey thanks i thought it was about time i updated on my progress so thats why i done it. Thanks i wouldnt go as far as lovely though but glad you liked it so much more…
Your right thats what im going to do tomorrow morning go and get appointment with her for the last time and say how i feel, ive got an appointment with the other person in 2 weeks time to meet up with them and to see if i get on with them.
Thanks for your comment more…
I'd suggest maybe seeing her one more time and telling her how you feel , at least she can reassure you that she's not leaving 'cause of you , though I know it's hard and it must feel like that ,
and it'd be worth seeing whoever can replace her as your therapist just once just to see how you get on with them . . more…
We all need to stay positive - is'nt always easy though , I expect that if you had a loving , supportive partner ( do'nt worry , I'm a long way away and that's not an offer ! ) that would help ;
I've been wondering how you are and if you'd return to your 'blog ; Glad to know that you're getting some help , and hoping you'll feel better again more…
It soudns liek your life is pretty fucked up - if anything, reading stories from people who have been delt a shitty hand by life, actually makes me feel great. I dont mean this in a bad way - but a spade is a spade with me i guess.
Anyway, ive been reading your blog - and have noticed that everytime someone comments more…
Hey thats ok i dont expect a message for every blog i do. Thanks for the adveice about the ice though i hvent even been thinking abut doing it to myself in over 2 weeks but if i do then i will get some ice or do the red pen and draw on my arm. more…
Sorry I haven't been in touch, I didn't realise you'd be blogging. My ex partners mother used to self harm, and I asked her to do it another way because she was doing it everyday.
And what that was is to frezze a big piece of ice, and keep it in the frezzer at all times - then when you feel like cutting yourself, more…
Ive got someone coming in to tell me about whats going to happen in the group so i will see then but at the moment i dont think i can talk in a group situation. Hopefully they will come up with another solution like you say. more…
hey yeah your right it is a step forward and it will help me get some confidence. Ive told her all about me feeling nervous about going and she says that she understands and will help me in anyway possible to see me. more…
you should go,it will be another step forward,what you should do is tell your friend u are nervous and get her mobile no and phone when u are nearly there so she can meet u outside,that's what i do even if i am going to meet my sisters,i wouldn't have the confidence to walk into anywhere myself either.Go it may help ur confidence or u can just let more…
Thanks for trying to understand, i think your maybe right if i can tell her what i going through then maybe she can understand why im finding it hard to go, if i can go for a short time then i can leave saying that ive achieved going out. Your right i got used to working in a bar so therefore i can do this. more…
Not stupid Rosie , I can relate to some of that myself , maybe you could explain your anxiety to your friend who invited you , and if they are any sort of understanding person hopefully they can help you to work out a way that you could go without it seeming too daunting -
It would be good if you could find someone who understands your anxiet more…
Happy Easter - I think once your free blogs run out, because you only get a certain amount. Then you have to pay monthly to continue blogging - and I think that's when you become a pro.. (which is a bit silly really, because my blogs aren't that great.) I sell all different things on E-bay -clothes-old toys and just general s more…
What does a pro mean. Yeah i love drumming i dont do it that much anymore as i used to be in a marching and travel around the country. I support southampton they are really shit at the moment. Yeah cooking helps me relax and i get to make a mess. Yeah i love ebay the selling but most of all the buying. I help sell dolls for my mum whos not very goo more…
Please dont forget Rosie..I'm I PRO..dont ya know...Do you really like drumming and football ???? I love the cooking and mega into E-bay ( big time seller ) Ha Ha,
But not Football..Who do you support ??
I support myself, cause no other fucker does. Good night honey x more…
Recent comments (30)
In response to: "why do i cut myself " 87 days old
by emka25 [Member]
Hi I just cut myself, sharp tweezers, cant understand why bt I feel better. Cut 3 times, Knee. belly and upper arm. I am lost. Too much to think about and am angry at everything. If I told anyone, they would think that I am mad. I'm not, just venting my anger. Soooooo angry at myself. I know it's not only me. I know how hard it is... Life. so for a more…
In response to: "why do i cut myself " 177 days old
by Chris [Visitor]
i also cut myself, its only when im depressed though, it destracts me from wats really going on in my life, and makes me focus on the pain im feeling from the cut, e-mail or txt me next time u think about it, ill try to help u.
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In response to: "why do i cut myself " 178 days old
by Poikilotherm [Member]
hi how are you get in touch with me poikilotherm join my blogg more…
In response to: "Im updating my blog just to say how my progress is getting along" 467 days old
by rosie1986 [Member]
Thanks thats what i thought as i was writng about how i am getting along. Thanks quite a few people say that about my smile. Hope you good more…
In response to: "Im updating my blog just to say how my progress is getting along" 467 days old
by rosie1986 [Member]
Hey thanks i thought it was about time i updated on my progress so thats why i done it. Thanks i wouldnt go as far as lovely though but glad you liked it so much more…
In response to: "Im updating my blog just to say how my progress is getting along" 467 days old
by trintrin1x [Member]
That's brilliant, you look so lovely in ur pic u have a lovely smile i'm so pleased for u! :) x more…
In response to: "Im updating my blog just to say how my progress is getting along" 471 days old
by deleted user [Visitor]
Thanks for the update , so glad to hear that you're getting on well , you look so lovely in the photo ! more…
In response to: "My therapist is leaving" 519 days old
by deleted user [Visitor]
Good Luck Rosie , and let us know how you get on , with kind regards , ~ Martin . more…
In response to: "My therapist is leaving" 519 days old
by rosie1986 [Member]
Your right thats what im going to do tomorrow morning go and get appointment with her for the last time and say how i feel, ive got an appointment with the other person in 2 weeks time to meet up with them and to see if i get on with them.
Thanks for your comment more…
In response to: "My therapist is leaving" 519 days old
by deleted user [Visitor]
I'd suggest maybe seeing her one more time and telling her how you feel , at least she can reassure you that she's not leaving 'cause of you , though I know it's hard and it must feel like that ,
and it'd be worth seeing whoever can replace her as your therapist just once just to see how you get on with them . . more…
In response to: "Ive had a really weird week" 539 days old
by deleted user [Visitor]
We all need to stay positive - is'nt always easy though , I expect that if you had a loving , supportive partner ( do'nt worry , I'm a long way away and that's not an offer ! ) that would help ;
I've been wondering how you are and if you'd return to your 'blog ; Glad to know that you're getting some help , and hoping you'll feel better again more…
In response to: "Ive had a really weird week" 539 days old
by rosie1986 [Member]
Thanks more…
In response to: "Ive had a really weird week" 540 days old
by xmillyxxx Pro
{{hugs}} more…
In response to: "ive had a busy day" 587 days old
by deleted user [Visitor]
Rosie,
It soudns liek your life is pretty fucked up - if anything, reading stories from people who have been delt a shitty hand by life, actually makes me feel great. I dont mean this in a bad way - but a spade is a spade with me i guess.
Anyway, ive been reading your blog - and have noticed that everytime someone comments more…
In response to: "ive had a busy day" 591 days old
by deleted user [Visitor]
(((hugs))) more…
In response to: "ive had a busy day" 601 days old
by rosie1986 [Member]
Hey thats ok i dont expect a message for every blog i do. Thanks for the adveice about the ice though i hvent even been thinking abut doing it to myself in over 2 weeks but if i do then i will get some ice or do the red pen and draw on my arm. more…
In response to: "ive had a busy day" 601 days old
by sameold [Member]
Hi Rosie,
Sorry I haven't been in touch, I didn't realise you'd be blogging. My ex partners mother used to self harm, and I asked her to do it another way because she was doing it everyday.
And what that was is to frezze a big piece of ice, and keep it in the frezzer at all times - then when you feel like cutting yourself, more…
In response to: "ive had a busy day" 601 days old
by rosie1986 [Member]
Ive got someone coming in to tell me about whats going to happen in the group so i will see then but at the moment i dont think i can talk in a group situation. Hopefully they will come up with another solution like you say. more…
In response to: "i want to go but i cant" 601 days old
by rosie1986 [Member]
I went for a short while and so ive achieved going somewhere. Thanks for the drink. more…
In response to: "ive had a busy day" 601 days old
by trintrin1x [Member]
I think your right,i don't think group therapy is right for u and you should tell them and see what other solution they can come up with. more…
In response to: "i want to go but i cant" 601 days old
by trintrin1x [Member]
brill,hope u have a good night have a drink on me :) x more…
In response to: "i want to go but i cant" 602 days old
by rosie1986 [Member]
hey yeah your right it is a step forward and it will help me get some confidence. Ive told her all about me feeling nervous about going and she says that she understands and will help me in anyway possible to see me. more…
In response to: "i want to go but i cant" 603 days old
by trintrin1x [Member]
you should go,it will be another step forward,what you should do is tell your friend u are nervous and get her mobile no and phone when u are nearly there so she can meet u outside,that's what i do even if i am going to meet my sisters,i wouldn't have the confidence to walk into anywhere myself either.Go it may help ur confidence or u can just let more…
In response to: "i want to go but i cant" 603 days old
by rosie1986 [Member]
Thanks for trying to understand, i think your maybe right if i can tell her what i going through then maybe she can understand why im finding it hard to go, if i can go for a short time then i can leave saying that ive achieved going out. Your right i got used to working in a bar so therefore i can do this. more…
In response to: "i want to go but i cant" 603 days old
by deleted user [Visitor]
Not stupid Rosie , I can relate to some of that myself , maybe you could explain your anxiety to your friend who invited you , and if they are any sort of understanding person hopefully they can help you to work out a way that you could go without it seeming too daunting -
It would be good if you could find someone who understands your anxiet more…
In response to: "i know i need help and im getting it its just hard" 608 days old
by sameold [Member]
Hi Rosie,
Happy Easter - I think once your free blogs run out, because you only get a certain amount. Then you have to pay monthly to continue blogging - and I think that's when you become a pro.. (which is a bit silly really, because my blogs aren't that great.) I sell all different things on E-bay -clothes-old toys and just general s more…
In response to: "i know i need help and im getting it its just hard" 611 days old
by rosie1986 [Member]
What does a pro mean. Yeah i love drumming i dont do it that much anymore as i used to be in a marching and travel around the country. I support southampton they are really shit at the moment. Yeah cooking helps me relax and i get to make a mess. Yeah i love ebay the selling but most of all the buying. I help sell dolls for my mum whos not very goo more…
In response to: "i know i need help and im getting it its just hard" 611 days old
by sameold [Member]
Please dont forget Rosie..I'm I PRO..dont ya know...Do you really like drumming and football ???? I love the cooking and mega into E-bay ( big time seller ) Ha Ha,
But not Football..Who do you support ??
I support myself, cause no other fucker does. Good night honey x more…
In response to: "i know i need help and im getting it its just hard" 611 days old
by rosie1986 [Member]
cool cant wait. Rosie your new stalker more…
In response to: "i know i need help and im getting it its just hard" 611 days old
by sameold [Member]
I will so annoy you more !!
Big Hugs xx more…