My life is so boring all i do is work and do everyones shifts at work and sleep. I dont have a social life to be honest ive never gone out clubbing or done anything its not that i havent wanted to its because i dont have any friends apart from my workmates, theyve all got friends outside of work and so i dont get invited out anywhere. If i do get invited out i feel like i cant go anyway just incase i let them down by having a panic attack and so this would stop me from doing anything and so i would want to go home.
Posts archive for: 4 March, 2008
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I hate dogs
@ 04.03.2008 – 16:44:11
Ive just come back from my walk and i met up with this dog it came running towards me so i just ran away from it, the owner then called its name and so it went back to its owner. Meanwhile i was having a panic attack im alright now. I dont know why im scared of dogs maybe something happened when i was really young, but to me i can always remember being afraid of them. I cant do anything without having a panic attack.
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ive got appointment
@ 04.03.2008 – 14:51:06
Ive got an appointment on friday with the mental health people so hopefully they can help me as they are my last hope. I feel good in some ways that ive got an appointment but in other ways i feel so scared to find out how really sick i am. I havent been out of my house all day i dont know why seen as its a sunny day, ill try and go for a walk or something because this will make me feel even worse if i dont go out.
