This saturday someone i havent seen in 4 years has invited me to go to their 21st i dont remember someone asked me to go somewhere with them, i would love to go but i feel like i cant, i asked someone quite close to me to keep me company they said that they could come but know they cant so i feel like i cant go on my own. I hate meeting new people, being in a crowd and not knowing where the exits are in this club they are going to. I wish i had more confidence to go and have some fun but i don't so i will sit at home watching saturday night tv. This sounds really stupid doesnt it.